I had been doing well for the last few weeks. I've had a lot of changes and I felt like I was on top of everything. I've neglected to mention that I have a girlfriend, and I guess that's a pretty crucial detail to bring up. She's awesome, and I told her about my SSA and she seems cool with it. Lately however, all I feel is fear. I fear that she doesn't fully understand what she's gotten into. I fear that I am not getting the emotional connection that I've needed with guys. I'm just scared of everything right now. It's so weird.
Anyway, I don't want to date a guy, but I really need more of a connection with some. Does anyone have any ideas on how to fulfill that need without making drastic changes? Man, I just need a big hug right now.
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The thorn in my side
- Thrasius
- Provo, UT, United States
- I am but one of the many Latter-day Saints struggling with same-sex attraction. I'm fully active in the church, a returned missionary, a student, and hopeful that God is willing to afford us more than a life of despair.
Blogs of interest
- A Changing Countenance
- A Girl Who
- A Thorny Way
- Ardent Mormon
- Attempting the Path
- Beck's Angst
- By a Single Thread
- Carry On My Wayward Son
- Distinguishing Preoccupation
- Drex (Flying under the Gaydar)
- Elbow
- Enduring Journey
- Eye in the Sky
- Gay BYU Student
- Gay Mormon and Married
- Hope in the Future
- Latter-Gay Saint
- Le Mec
- Loyalist with Defects
- Magical World
- Mormon Enigma
- Naked Native
- Pinetree
- PlayasInMar
- Tito Times
- Unusual Dude
- Wife of a Gay Mormon
4 comments:
I'd totally give you a hug (I could use one too) but I'm in Vienna.
here's a cold, pointy (not warm and fuzzy) e-hug.
It's the best I can do right now.
congrats on the girlfriend, if you want to hang out, send me an email attemptingthepath@gmail.com
I wish I were in Vienna. Or where Thrasius is. Sorry my arms don't reach. Good luck to you. Be in touch if you like. I look forward to hearing if you find something helpful (I'm looking for some of that too.)
Hey T! how are ya? it's kittywaymo... thanx for the message, i love your blog and I'm glad we are hanging out in the same blog-o-sphere~ I hope you are having a wonderful 2008 so far~ love, kittywaymo:)
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